Friday, March 03, 2006
If Only I Have The Courage..i'll not tolerate anyone treating me like that.. no point saying it out.. for like everyone else says "whatever we do, as long as we can bear the consequences, we shld let it all out.."
seriously, i dun wan my remaining 8 days to be spoilt.. i realli wanna spend time with her.. i realli wish i can say out all my inner feelings so that she'll understand.. but i think now again, mayb i shld keep well within.. i believe once i reach 21, i shld face the consequences of shooting off my mouth, and treating people like grass..
i believe a person's heart is more impt than a person's words.. i believe a person's good intentions shld not be marred if it goes unappreciated..
perhaps someday she'll understand.. perhaps..
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to kel:
it's just another 8-9 days.. why can't u live properly?? why must u create so much troubles?? why dun u use ur brain before doing anything...?? u just dunno the level of ur tolerance.. everything just let nature takes it course.. dun feel too bad towards anyone or anything.. u've done ur best and u've tried ur best..
if things were meant to end bcos of a bad flaw, then just let it be.. this period of time, ur relationship will definitely be on the rocks.. cos u're afraid she'll run away and she's afraid she'll miss you too much.. if u both are able to walk till ur "graduation" from the army, then i guess u both shld be busy preparing for ur marriage..
if u're reading this now, u'll feel bad.. and if she's reading it rite now too, perhaps she'll feel bad too.. it's not impt who makes the first move as long as the first move is made.. i knoe u much more better than anyone who knoes u.. i realli hope u both can last forever.. but misunderstandings after misunderstandings are pulling u guys far further apart than u ever will knoe..
i hope u both wont miss each other too much after u're apart.. bcos of tests, relationships are bound to strain and sour.. but if u carry hatred till the end, it wont do u both any good.. she's wise in walking off.. since u're in a fury state.. no matter what, just keep thinking of the other half's good points and naturally ur flames will be out..
最后的疼爱, 不是手放开...
i wish u both the best..
yours truly,
porky..
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SummerLove winks
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