Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Leaf, Tree and Wind.the quote:
“Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay~ ”everyone have played at least a role in this quote.. be it a leaf, tree and wind.. now, have been together with
summer for the past 2 mths, we had our fair share of arguements, quarrels, screaming, crying, etc.. after my grandma passed away, i realised i needed someone alot..
with her, i used to think that i'm the leaf.. but at that time, the quote in my mind was
"Leaf (me) departure is not because of wind's (another girl) persuit, but because there are too many leaves (sam, zheyan, etc) on the tree.. with or with my piece, it doesn't make a difference.. she'll still be happy.."then over time, it changed to..
"Leaf's (her) heart is too heavy and wind (me) couldn't blow her away" i used to think that i'm not someone of importance to her.. bcos with me, her life also like that.. without me, her life also like that.. we tried breaking up many times.. but of course, we got back together cos we just can't live without each other for less than a day.. i dunno how much effort she's putting in, neither do i knoe how much i'm putting in..
but i remember saying to her that my way of loving is my way of loving.. your ways is your way.. but at the end of the day, we knoe that the feeling is balanced between the 2 of us.. it's like at the end of the day, my feelings for her and her feelings for me is true..
i dunno if she'll ever leave me one day.. as what we always say, all good things will come to an end.. but if she wants to leave, no matter what i do, she'll still not stay.. and on this valentine's day, i still wanna tell her i love her as much as i do on the first day i told her my feelings - 12 dec 2005..
I like
summer. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. she's just so cute at times and u can feel her smiles from well within the bottom of the little heart of hers..
but now i knoe for her to me is true, this is my final quote..
"It's not that leaf (her) heart is too heavy. It because leaf (her) never want to leave tree (me).."
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SummerLove winks
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