* I love Summer *

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

I'm Sorry, Dear..

before my dearest just msged me, i had a sudden wave of guilt banging hard on me.. i just feel so bad towards her.. i'm so angry with myself.. realli hope she'll slap me awake.. i've always put her on top of everything.. but i neglected her just now.. due to gambling.. sighz.. my bad habit..

shortly after dinner, my family (excluding my dad) wanted to play mahjong but too bad, my younger sis got sch tmr.. so no choice.. postpone to fri nite, sat and sun... so we played card games.. initially wasn't doing too well.. lost abit.. but after that, luck changed.. i was winning almost every single hand..

winning then got over my head and i totally forgotten i left my dear at home without a msg or a call.. after playing, it was 11 plus.. then i suddenly thot of summer.. OH SHIT!! what the hell have i done.. i'm just such a sucker..

i immediately msged her.. but she din reply.. then i just felt so sad and bad.. i truly am.. i think i shld knoe when to stop and pay some attention to her.. she was realli nice.. she din msg me, knowing that i'm gambling.. i think she did msged me but i forgot if i replied her or not..

summer, if u're reading this tmr morning, pls forgive me.. i'm realli sorry.. i realli din meant to let you out.. i realli truly felt bad.. but luckily she replied me abt 15mins ago, saying she's going to bathe and will call me at 11.30pm.. sometimes i think i'm just realli plain lucky..

here's what my dearest msged me this morning which moved me close to tears.. yes.. i'm a guy but i got feelings too..

"just remember no matter what happens, i truly love you with all my heart and soul.."

then while i was busy at work today, she actually msged me while she was busy too

"dear, i didn't forget abt you.. i'm very busy today.."

so sweet..............................................

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SummerLove winks
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