* I love Summer *

Saturday, January 28, 2006

tmr will be the cheena new year.. so far with summer, i've been thru...
(-) deepavali 2005,
(-) hari raya puasa,
(-) xmas 2005,
(-) new yr 2006, and
(-) hari raya haji 2006..

from today onwards, it'll be a brand new year for all of us.. we, as the chee-na.. or i mean chinese.. are the happiest lots of ppl today and for the next few days.. we get to sit around and eat steamboat.. with lots of seafood..!!

and for summer and i, we are also older by a year after tonite.. and after tonite, we'll all grow into young adults.. i've also thot thru things last nite.. and felt that i haven been listening enough to her probs.. i suddenly wondered, when was the last time i heard that she's unhappy with me.. and i realised she has never been unhappy with me before..

i guess, i've made the rite choice in placing her as the first lady in my life, on par with my mum.. i've also thot of the best way to love this princess and give her the best of everything that i can ever can.. i've tried loving her in my way, and failed.. tried loving her in her way, also failed.. from today onwards, i'll try loving her in my way and her way.. u guys may not understand, but i knoe the princess does..

i felt very guilty just now.. i told her once that whatever happened, it's all in the past now.. but yet, i kept mentioning the past last nite.. i'm just so bad.. when she quarrelled with me, she NEVER mentioned abt the past how i used to throw my temper at her, flared at her or how i scolded her.. she just kept quiet and listened to whatever i gotta say..

but anyway i believe, tmr onwards, as we welcome the bow-wow year, summer and i will live in a land of peace, love, hope and dreams.. so rite here, i wanna walk thru the new year and the future years with summer and i just wanna say..

back in our garden, i received a surprise.. very nice one.. thank you, honey.. now listening to the theme song in our garden, just brings back so many nice and fond memories of us..

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SummerLove winks
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