* I love Summer *

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Thank You For Loving Me - Bon Jovi

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Solo

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

today i went to work, dejected.. feeling as if my world has met with an asteroid.. when i got on the bus, i turned on my zen micro as usual.. this song started playing.. this part of the lyrics:

"All I've got to give to you...
Are these five words when I.......
.....Thank you for loving me"

i began fighting... fighting with my inner self, my tears and my life.. i failed to win over any.. i sat there, allowing the sorrowness to drown me.. i was sitting at the back and not many ppl board the bus today.. so i just looked outside of the window, thinking back of the memories i had with summer..

i went straight to my office without turning into the canteen.. no appetite.. i immediately started working.. finally the girl picked up my call.. our tears couldn't hold any longer.. we just allowed it to flow freely.. anyway the girl has decided to take a break everything and wished to do whatever she wants to.. and for me, i was unwilling to let go.. i have been single for quite awhile and while she has just ended one..

till she said this...
"pls give me some time to look for myself.. before i can give myself to you..."

i then finally realised.. sometimes it doesn't mean that protecting it will give the best effects.. and as i watch tiramisu on channel 5, sharon au taught me something.. if we're going to part for 3 yrs, and torn between 2 choices - the guy and the career or studies, which will you give up..

i was telling my sis that the guy is too selfish to make the girl choose at this moment.. but as soon as i said it, i had a sudden guilt over me.. i realised i was too selfish too.. but anyway i decided to follow her wishes.. as her boyfriend, if i can't even help her in her last wish for me, i realli shldn't be her boyfriend in the first place.. i dun deserve her..

i think rite now, is also a gd chance for us to get to knoe each other better.. knowing each other well will prevent frequent brushes against each other's temper.. and i also knoe, she doesn't want it to be this way.. she just can't help it..

from tonite, i'll not have anyone to hug to sleep.. i always think that as long as we love each other, we'll overcome everything.. but now, i believe that if i'm able to give her the simple happiness that she has been asking for - to be free, even if i'm sad to let her go, i'll still let her go..

so dear, for the last time.......................

Thank You For Loving Me....

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SummerLove winks
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