* I love Summer *

Saturday, January 07, 2006

i'm glad the girl has decided to pick herself up.. it's been a long time.. and rite now, i knoe she's willing to stand up, perhaps it's time for me to pack up and return to the dark corner.. i always thot myself as a source of disaster and whoever who falls for me will be unhappy.. can i realli provide happiness for her??

i've tried. i've been branded by many.. some as heart-stealer, bastard, 3rd party, and stupid.. perhaps there are many more behind my back but i took it all up in myself.. and i guess, finally the sky has cleared.. and as i always said, as long as summer is happy, safe and sound, nth else matters..

no matter how close i'm with her, she still feels helpless, and lonely.. and her heart no longer beats.. and all she knoes now is that he realli loves her.. i guess so too.. there's nth such as a never-ending song.. all songs will come to an end.. even if no matter how hard you try to change the fate of the song, it eventually ends.. so why not end in a happy note??

these period of time, the girl suffered lots.. and i'm sorry for bringing so much agony and harm.. i'm just so sorry.. i've did all i could to make her stay but each time i made her felt even more miserable.. and now, she's slowly standing up again.. i believe one day, she'll be happy again............. without me..

here's my last song for her - 搁浅

久未放晴的天空 has been a sunless sky for awhile
依旧留着你的笑容 but your smiles were neva forgotten
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚 even though i cried much, i still can't get rid of the guilt i felt towards you

风筝在阴天搁浅 your heart's been flying under thunderstorms
想念还在等待救援 missing you badly yet looking for help for you
我拉着线复习你给的温柔 pulling the strings, thinking back the love you gave

暴晒在一旁的寂寞 the lonliness in me
笑我给不起承诺 laughing at the promises i gave you but could not live to it
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我 how did you forgive me time after time

我只能永远读着对白 i can never play a major role in your life
读着我给你的伤害 what i can do is to bring you more harm
我原谅不了我 i can't live to forgive myself
就请你当作我已不在 so just take that i'm no longer around

我睁开双眼看着空白 i stared at your pictures blankly
忘记你对我的期待 forgetting what was the purpose i'm in your life
读完了依赖我很快就离开 once you're able to stand on your own, perhaps it's time for to say gd bye

i guess i'm sick.. i need a rest now..

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SummerLove winks
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