Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Alone or Lonely??
sitting in front my work desk and typing.. was informed last wk that i gotta work today which is the 3rd day of lunar new year and also a public holiday.. i remember a quote which i read long ago..
"being alone means being alone, and
being loney means
unhappy being alone.."
so which am i now??
as i was walking in from the entrance, there was not even a single soul around the company.. the night shift personnel wont be coming in so early.. but slightly after ten pm.. so why am i back on this fateful day?? it's bcos there was some maintenance done in the company, and i'm supposed to test for the cleanliness of some of the areas where production will be running..
i'm working in a QA (quality assurance) microbiology lab.. thus this is part of my job scope to ensure that every product that the company produced is 100% safe for the public to use.. now munching onto my cold mcspicy double, just feel so poor thing.. even the fries tasted like uncooked potatoes.. to reward myself for my willingness to work hard this new yr, i bought mcnuggets as well.. not that i'm hardworking but i just like eating chicken..
not wanting to msg my dearest cos she's trying hard to play mahjong and dun wanna disturb her.. i knoe when she's reading this, she'll call me a "silly boy"..
it's just another mere 29 days.. i'll be going in to the army on march 9th which from then, may be a turning point my life.. my thinking, mindset, character, attitude will all be differnet from now.. i guess this is what i call - maturation?? will she wait for me?? will i turn into gay in camp?? no one knoes.. i guess for this,
only heaven knoes..i realli miss the girl alot.. we haven been spending much time together and as time begins accelerating at an astounding pace, i realli hope to treasure the time with her.. and i hope she's thinking the
same way as i do.. i guess that's all.. for now, i'm back to listening my blog music and try my best to enjoy my cold cold macdonalds..
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SummerLove winks
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